Hard time for me.

Even though I just graduated, and I've been so happy, I just learned of something terrible.

My cousin committed suicide on May 2nd. My parents knew about it the entire time I was finishing school but they chose not to say anything about it to me because they were worried it would make me sad and my grades would drop when I needed them to be high at such a crucial time. Or at least passing. Well I passed and I got my diploma...but I can't shake this horrible feeling.

I wasn't super close with my cousin but we always wished each other happy birthday, merry christmas, and so forth. And now he's gone forever. I can't go back in time and tell him everything is going to be okay.

I'm sorry, readers. I know my blog is supposed to be happy and celebrating the fun things I enjoy in life, but this came as such a shock to me.

I still want to make some updates soon about new make-up reviews and so forth, maybe some webstore reviews, but I am not sure when I will do that. Maybe next weekend or sometime this week after work. My parents are still in town and they're leaving tomorrow.


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