Friday, May 18, 2012

Hard time for me.

Even though I just graduated, and I've been so happy, I just learned of something terrible.

My cousin committed suicide on May 2nd. My parents knew about it the entire time I was finishing school but they chose not to say anything about it to me because they were worried it would make me sad and my grades would drop when I needed them to be high at such a crucial time. Or at least passing. Well I passed and I got my diploma...but I can't shake this horrible feeling.

I wasn't super close with my cousin but we always wished each other happy birthday, merry christmas, and so forth. And now he's gone forever. I can't go back in time and tell him everything is going to be okay.

I'm sorry, readers. I know my blog is supposed to be happy and celebrating the fun things I enjoy in life, but this came as such a shock to me.

I still want to make some updates soon about new make-up reviews and so forth, maybe some webstore reviews, but I am not sure when I will do that. Maybe next weekend or sometime this week after work. My parents are still in town and they're leaving tomorrow.



  1. I'm so sorry for you and your family! :(((
    What a shocking news!
    Two weeks ago the little brother of one of my schoolfriends committed suicide too. I was so shocked. We always hear of suicides, but until then they seemed something distant from me...
    I hope you can smile again soon.

    1. Yes, it's a terrible shock. :( I don't even think there will be an obituary (do you guys do that in Italy?) for him because of the way he died. Oh well. I am feeling better though because I have come to terms with it. Life is crazy and weird sometimes. :(

    2. Yes, we have obituary too. I didn't think of this problem.
      Life is really crazy, and sometimes we just can't do anything about it :(